LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

I KNOW I HAVE ALOT OF COMMMITMENTS TO DO AND ALOT OF WORK TO COMPLETE!!!!
BUT FOR ONCE. JUST FOR ONCE, WILL YOU ALL PLEASE STOP AND BE CONCERNED????

WHY THE HELL DID I TAKE UP SO MANY THINGS????

ARRRGHHH!!!!

TO HELL WITH ALL THESE STUFF.

I SWEAR I WILL FINISH WHAT I HAVE TO DO.
AND I WILL NEVER. NEVER. TAKE UP ANYTHING AGAIN.

I'M STUPID
I'M USELESS
I'M A COWARDLY IDIOT

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OK?



after all I've been through... you all still want me to do stuff.. more stuff and MORE STUFF...
I just want to concentrate on making my final compensation before i fall down dead ok.

you all just don't understand.
its not the headache
its not the injury...

i don't mind even if a thousand knives stab me and hurt me so damm badly....
but i've done something that is irreversible....
I've hurt so many people...
And that is something that i will never be able to say sorry enough for...

its agony...
i live in agony. until the day i can complete the compensation in full to return for what i have done

i can't forgive myself for what i've done...

i don't feel like i should live anymore...

but i still have to complete the final task, even if i should kill myself or murder this useless body in the morst cruel and deserving way possible....

i hate myself